09 April 2014

[Reblog] Raised Brow Tech: An Honest Concern

Raised Brow Tech: An Honest Concern: As a Mormon, this hit straight on. I stand up for my beliefs, though now I worry how that will effect my carrier in software engineering. ...

This writer responds: I'm going to concur with the concern that you published on your own blog (see link above).  I don't see this as being very far removed from posting the Family Proclamation (which, incidentally, I'm going to do here), in a public forum, such as my own timeline on Facebook, in my own blog, or over on Twitter.  The last General Conference was, I thought, pretty emphatic about the need to respect others, but doing so does not require that one adopts the views or orthodoxy of the person(s) with whom you disagree.  In my mind, it means that one acknowledges the differences, agrees to disagree on those points, and then move on.

These will continue to be challenging times, and I'm concerned that we may yet see other examples of the conduct you spoke of in the future.  It's my own prayer that we may remain faithful in the face of such challenges.  --Sandy

15 February 2014

Bar Application Questions re.: Mental Health may be Federal ADA Violation

As in many states, persons applying to take the Tennessee bar exam get are questioned about their past history of mental illness.  The Department of Justice is raising the question as to whether these questions are overly broad and ultimately violate the Americans with Disabilities Act (ADA).

Link: DOJ says bar officials violate ADA by asking applicants too much about their mental health

Comment: I think the DOJ is taking the right approach with this.  In looking at my own copy of the Bar Application, at least one question raises significant concern--

26 (A). Do you currently have any condition or impairment (including, but not limited to . . . a mental, emotional or nervous disorder or condition) which in any way currently affects, or if untreated could affect, your ability to practice law in a competent and professional manner?  (Yes/No)  

Boy, that's awfully vague.  Now to a limited extent, I can understand questions about specific illnesses, such as about schizophrenia, that have the potential to impact one's perceptions of reality.  There are other questions regarding past alcohol or substance abuse, and I think those questions are valid as well, on the theory that a person who abused substances in the past could be at risk for such conduct in the future.  But this Question No. 26A can encompass just about anything.  A person facing an a pressing situation, such as the loss of a loved one, could likely be facing acute depression versus adjustment disorder.  A person witnessing a bad event, such as a robbery at a convenience store, could potentially face Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).  A person who was abused or molested as a child: same thing.  And a significant percentage of school-aged children get diagnosed--some would argue over-diagnosed--with attention deficit disorder.  Moreover, the question asks the subject to act as the psychologist and foresee whether the condition--whether diagnosed or not--could progress to the point where it could somehow or in some way change his or her ability to practice law.

I have a concern about that.  To the extent the question encompasses the entire universe of potential or actual mental illness, whether acute or chronic, then it unfairly singles out all forms of mental illness, whether benign or serious--against all other illnesses that could change one's ability to practice law.  And here's what I mean.  A person who has untreated hypertension has a medical condition--now, notice, not a mental condition--that could affect his ability to practice law.  How?  The hypertension could lead to a stroke.  Once the stroke happens, it would be impossible to predict one's residual level of brain function.  A person who has epilepsy--a neurological disorder that is again not a mental illness--could have episodes that are temporarily overpowering, even with treatment.  Sleep apnea, if untreated, may lead to chronic problems with alertness, or in more extreme cases, residual effects from hypoxia.  And a person with diabetes may be at increased risk of cardiovascular or neurological problems as well.  Incidentally, all of these medical conditions, depending on severity, could trigger depression and/or anxiety as well.  (See also this perspective from an attorney with Asperger's Syndrome, which can trigger seemingly many wrong diagnoses.) 

Now we say that none of the people with these medical conditions should be singled out for extra scrutiny, and rightfully so.  We would say that questions about a person's medical conditions are irrelevant to the overall question about the individual's trustworthiness, fitness or overall ability to practice law.  What do we say, then, about the law student who seeks psychological aid during a moment of acute distress?  Or the PTSD example I mentioned above?  Does the individual answer "no" on the theory that the condition is now well controlled, predicting that it will stay that way well in the future, or does the person answer "yes" on the theory that even the slightest possibility of a complication or relapse requires an affirmative response, lest (s)he give a false or misleading answer?  And suppose a person was in denial about whether he or she has a mental illness.  Wouldn't this line of questioning discourage law students and prospective lawyers from seeking help on the first place, on the theory that they are now generating highly sensitive medical records for bar examiners to review?

The last question is not meant to be far-fetched.  According to the American Bar Association, lawyers are more likely to experience mental illness and even commit suicide than the general population.  In fact, as an entire profession, attorneys are #4 in a list of professions where its practitioners are most likely to commit suicide.  We need to encourage, rather than discourage, this type of aid.  Thus, bar application questions, such as No. 26A, are not part of the solution.  They are part of the problem.

The DOJ letter goes on to explain that an individual's prior behavior, rather than a mental health diagnosis or treatment, is the best predictor of future success in law practice.  Nearly all of the remaining bar application questions, in fact, relate to prior behavior in one form or another, whether it be legal misconduct, or financial trouble, or problems at work and school.  To me, this is not unreasonable.

Viewed in this way, I think the solution is clear.  For I would not propose to bar all questions regarding mental health, but only those items which have actually caused problems with conduct in the past.  If a person once had a problem with alcohol or substance addiction, there had to be a pattern of conduct consistent with the condition.  If a person had a form of schizophrenia that was serious enough to cause actual lapses in judgment, perhaps it is reasonable to explore it further.  On the flip side of the coin, if a person with Asperger's has been able to adapt to his condition--and many have--when why it is necessary to go through his medical records?  And if a person with depression sought help and is well now, it seems to be this is the very opposite of the person we want to go after.

In closing, I have no quarrel with the general proposition that applicants to a state's bar are subject to background checks and other forms of heightened scrutiny, given the trust provided to them.  But the scrutiny needs to be reasonable and adequately tailored to the need.  Our Question No. 26A seems to be neither.  --SJR

26 January 2014

It is me, or is it the Spirit? (In re No. 5)

Good morning,

In an effort to resume my "In re" series of posts (it's been a busy week or so!), I will start off relatively small.  One of the questions or concerns that came up was regarding whether it is possible to receive personal revelation, or more specifically, whether something was revelation or one's own thoughts.  When I saw the following item, that struck a chord with me, and I thought I would share it--

Mormon Messages: Patterns of Light: Discerning Light

I don't claim or assert that this would answer all of the underlying questions or concerns, but I think this would be a good starting point for further discussion. 

Thanks,
Sandy

21 January 2014

Where being in the Top 5 is not a good thing

Via CNN: A very sobering look at the legal profession with respect to mental health. FYI. Specifically, lawyers as an entire group rank No. 4 in an activity that shouldn't happen at all. 

http://www.cnn.com/2014/01/19/us/lawyer-suicides/index.html

12 January 2014

Reblogged: The Smallest Part, by David Kenison

Synopsis: Just as secular talents (for example, an occupation or profession) can take many hours to develop, and still longer to attain a "world class" level of competency, not all of our spiritual growth comes in an instant.  A similar degree of effort appears to be needed.  --Sandy

LINK: The Smallest Part, 12 January 2014


I don't think this was directed at me, but I will respond (In re No. 4)

Good evening,

My plan tonight was to have continued with my series of responses.  However, in looking at Matthew Darks' blog earlier today, and in particular the latest post (10 January 2014), I will momentarily set that aside, but I will come back to it.  In the meantime, I wanted to respond to a few items that he had.  As the title of this post indicates, I don't think his remarks were directed at me.  In fact, his latest responses to my own blog posts, I thought, were quite conciliatory.  Still, I thought some things were needful to address, as it relates to my church, even the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.   

I wanted to start off with the following--
I accepted the invitation to the church and the entire process was rushed and pressure filled.  [...]  The process is designed at its very core to pressure new ‘investigators’ into accepting the faith quickly; I was asked to make a decision about baptism on the very first discussion with the missionaries.
I've been a member of the Church for over 20 years, and in that time, I (and later my wife) have worked with a large number of missionaries.  Much of the time, it's been to provide them with meals or take them to teaching appointments.  Less frequently, it's to assist with the lesson itself.  Currently, I do so as a first assistant inside the High Priests' group, but I have served in other capacities in the past.  Additionally, my wife served a full-time mission.  

Now I say these things, because I would suppose every person's experience is different, and I know each missionary is different.  I would only respectfully point out that Matthew's experience is not consistent with my own.  For even before I was baptized, I investigated the Church over the course of a number of months.  In fact, the total process was in excess of an entire year.  I am perfectly satisfied that in my case, it was not one that I rushed into; more importantly, it was not something anyone else rushed me into.  There were a number of reasons why I did not rush into the decision, but one of them was that I knew that this one decision would surely influence many others over my life, even over generations.  It was not something I was going to take casually or lightly.  This is not to say that there was not tension at times, but the tension was not from people pushing me towards baptism, but rather, it was from other factors.  Would my parents respect my decision, for instance?  (The answer is that ultimately, they did.) 

Still, the question is, how do the missionaries operate?  There is a manual that is written, not only for the missionaries, but for the members who work with them; in fact, it's directed to the entire Church.  I'll go ahead and link to it, since it's publicly available.  Called "Preach my Gospel," it not only includes an overview regarding the basic or core doctrines of the Church, but it gives instruction regarding the interaction between missionaries and non-members.  (NOTE: mormon.org also provides an overview of core doctrines, but in that instance, it is aimed at a general audience.)  Now the manual makes a number of points, but I submit one of these was actually not to rush someone towards baptism if (s)he was not ready.  To the contrary, the instruction is--
If you feel that the person you are teaching needs additional preparation, do not schedule an interview until the investigator meets the standards.
This is not to say that missionaries are not to encourage commitments; in fact, there is an entire section that talks about that (and also gives the reason why commitments are important).  But one of the core doctrines of our faith is that we have the ability to make our own decisions, and to do so freely and voluntarily, a term commonly referred to as "agency."  Similarly, the missionary interactions are not at all designed to take away a person's ability to make an informed and entirely consensual decisions.  As I have read in the manual, even the baptismal interview is designed to make sure the individual understands and accepts the covenants he is about to make, up to and including a willingness to take upon himself (or herself) Christ's name.  The instructions, in other words, are designed to prevent the very thing Matthew says happened in his case.

I have just two other thoughts at the moment and then I will close.  The first relates to something Matthew said--
I understand that the Mormons claim the use of the Bible as well as the Book of Mormon but in my experience it is not considered an equal and is not equally quoted or referenced in the church. 
Again, my experience would be different in a number of respects.  I was actually the Gospel Doctrine instructor for my ward until just a few months ago when I received my present calling.  This year, the entire focus is on the Bible and in particular, the Old Testament (student manual, teacher manual).  Next year, we should still be in the Bible, except that the focus shifts toward the New Testament.  Of course we respect the Book of Mormon, Doctrine and Covenants, and Pearl of Great Price as each products of the Restoration and therefore important to us, but I find that the Bible continues to receive a great deal of respect and reverence.  If it were not so, we wouldn't be spending two entire years speaking mainly about the Bible in Gospel Doctrine class as part of the larger four-year cycle.

The second thought relates to the same source--
The very worst attitude that I encounter and that gets the worst response out of me is that of the person who acts like a child in their reasoning and argumentation. Fingers in the ears, saying ‘LA LA LA LA’, not actually being part of an adult, reasoned argument. ‘I’ll never change my position, NEVER’ is one of the worst claims I’ve encountered. I know that when someone says that, they have lost more than just the current argument. They have lost my respect.
Hmmm, this is interesting.  Perhaps that remark was aimed directly at me, after all (even though I was speaking to a general audience at the time, and not to Matthew in particular).  Specifically, in my original post, I said,
Now if I am outspoken as a Mormon, and someone else is as outspoken as an atheist as what I've been reading of late, I will say that with all due respect, we're not going to be able to persuade each other.  I can try, of course; but I can also assure you that my own views will not change, except within the realm of my own spiritual growth, which I have every intention of preserving.
If that was what hit his "hot button," then I can see how he responded as he originally did; however, the entire sentence needs to be read, not just the words "my own views will not change."  The italicized section, as modified by the word "except," is just as important and places the phrase into its proper context.  

Here's the best way I can explain the above.  For over the last twenty years, I have been genuinely happy with the spiritual path I have chosen.  I say this, not because I invested a substantial amount of time or energy into it--even though of a truth, I have.  Rather, I say this from my own experiences in studying and pondering the scriptures, through prayer, and even in the course of sacred experiences.  Prior to that time, I was not on the same path, I was on another.  And to be perfectly honest, the other path was comparatively empty in terms of inherent worth or meaning.  It is certainly not the experience I would desire others to have.  So when the writer gives the invitation "...let your imagination wander. Let it think about the possibility that there is no god," he has to understand that I already did this, and that I was quite unsatisfied with the result.

And having done the above in the past, and having reflected upon it now, why would it be necessary for me to keep plowing the same ground?  Why would I purposefully trade in something that I know to be of great worth for something that is considerably less?  If that comes across as "fingers in the ears/LA LA LA LA," that is unfortunate, but in my mind it is within the same class of reasoning as not touching a hot stove that I touched previously as a toddler.  In fact, it's inside the same class of reasoning as the things a person would do to preserve a marriage.  If someone loves his wife, then why should he let his mind wander towards infidelity, even hypothetically...even for any length of time at all?

At the end of the day, open-mindedness is reasonable if the underlying objective is to seek the truth.  Also, mutual respect allows me to consider the workings of other faiths but to agree to disagree where appropriate. However, mutual respect should not require nor direct that I continuously reconsider things I have found for myself to be true already, whether the subject matter is God, or anyone or anything else.

It's now very late, and I want to be alert for the Sabbath.  So I will have to leave these thoughts as they are.  --Sandy

NOTE: This was edited for typos and minor problems with phrasing following initial publication.

11 January 2014

Just an Illustration (In re No. 3)

Good evening,

I meant to include this picture as part of my original post (In re Faith vs. Atheism, link), but I didn't know how to upload or include it at the time.  I give it below only to provide the reader a heads up that I've gone back and updated my original post with it as well.  


A good chunk of today's been pretty busy, but more to follow.

Thanks, --SJR

08 January 2014

Can Science and Faith Co-exist? (In re No. 2)

Good evening,

I wanted to take a moment and touch on another thought that appeared in Matthew Darks' original response.  In doing so, I would stress again, as I did in my last post, that my primary objective is to compare notes.  It's a given that we're probably going to disagree about certain things, so it's now a matter of pinpointing the contours. 

I only have a few moments, but I wanted to use this as my point of reference--
The author [that's me!] states that it takes faith to make the extrapolations or inferences, but this does not mesh with even the author’s definitions in his own post. And the author makes a false correlation with the inferences based on known data and the belief that god created the universe less than 10,000 years ago.
In order to be sure I'm not taking things out of context, I defined faith (using scripture) as "...not to have a perfect knowledge of things [but rather] if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true."  I defined inference as, essentially, "if A is true, then B must be true."  I actually don't remember there being a great deal of disagreement regarding that, although perhaps there were questions regarding the illustrations I used.  But the quote I have above illustrates, I think, a central theme.  

Now perhaps I'm reading too much into it, but my understanding of the statement, coupled with other elements of his response, is that you can only make inferences or extrapolations solely from the objective realm.  The allegation is that I am making a false comparison between inferences from scientific data and the account of creation (or the existence of God in the first instance).  As I understand the premise, the former is objective, the latter is spiritual or something else; but you cannot make inferences in the latter realm.  Or, in other words, things of science and things of God or spirit cannot co-exist, at least not inside the same manner of thinking.

Matthew shared with me a video the other night, so hopefully there is no objection if I share one of my own.  The speaker in this video is not any Church leader; rather, it's from a scientist whose credentials, I'm sure, far surpass mine.  Now I'm not asking the reader to agree with or adopt what I am posting, but I just think it captures my thoughts better than my own words.  For I would respectfully submit there is not an inherent conflict between science and faith if the objective is ultimately to seek the truth.  But I will not add further words, I'll simply close with the video.  


Thanks,
--Sandy

P.S. I actually have my own thoughts about the 10,000 year thing, but I will save them for later.

06 January 2014

The "In re" Letters, No. 1 in a Series

NOTE: This has been edited somewhat since the original date of publication to take care of some typos and other things that I saw.  --SJR

Good evening,

During the week of New Year's, I took my blog out of mothball status in order to publish what might have been one of the longest posts I have ever done, regarding atheism, which is available at this link: 4 January 2014.  A gentleman by the name of Matthew Darks gave what I would say was equally voluminous critique, which in turn appears here within his own blog. 

Now Matthew Darks is a prolific writer in his own right, but this is not the only connection between us.  People who have viewed my conversion account--which I probably need to go back and update--will know that when I was baptized, there was a father there who proceeded to baptize his daughter, as she turned eight years old at the time.  The same individual was the one who baptized me also.  Now Alan Rhoads is the father, Crystal is the daughter, and Matthew Darks would eventually become Alan's son-in-law via Crystal.  In fact, I met Matthew at the wedding reception, albeit briefly.  Is the connection a close one?  Probably not on account of geography, for Matthew and Crystal live a number of miles away to the north of my location; however, neither can he be properly classified as a stranger.   

I give this as a preface only to point out that Matthew is not a random critic, but someone with close family connections with a close friend.  Now this is not to suggest that his views have become personal; nevertheless, they hit close to home.  They serve as a reminder that when views are published over the Internet, they not only have global reach, there are local ramifications also.

I am also reminded of the proverb "The wheels of justice turn slowly, but grind exceedingly fine."  Such is the case with me.  My wheels turn slower than a number of people's, but I'd like to think I strive to process things thoroughly and deliberately.  So with Matthew's indulgence, I would like to process his response in installments.  In tonight's post, I had originally intended to focus on two objectives, but in the interest of space and time, I will narrow it to one.  Specifically, I want to revisit the definition of atheism, because it was called into question at the outset. 

Now in the original blog, I gave what I thought was a reasonably solid definition for atheism, added one for agnosticism, then stated my view that the terms appeared mutually exclusive.  I will go ahead and reproduce what I had--
  • Atheists are those who firmly adopt a belief system in which God does not exist, and where there is not even the possibility of such existence.
  • Agnostics are those who question the existence of God.
I cited to the dictionary on one, and discussed the other via atheists.org.  Incidentally, I failed to provide a definition for "theist," but to be consistent with what I stated originally, I likely would have said that theists were those people who adopt a belief system in which God exists. 

Matthew provided different definitions for both of the above terms.  In doing so, he describes both beliefs--atheism and agnosticism--as part of a two-by-two rubric (gnostic versus agnostic, theist versus atheist) that can be subdivided into four quadrants.  If I may be permitted to use my own words, they were:
  • Gnostic Theist: 100% certain there is at least one supreme being, including but not limited to God, Allah, etc., as used in the major world religions.  I would seem to fall into this quadrant, if only because I will not classify myself as an agnostic.  I may speak more of this at a later time.  
  • Gnostic Atheist: 100% certain there are no supreme beings.  It was my perception that the organization I cited to originally, atheists.org, seems to follow this pattern.
  • Agnostic Theist: Believes in supreme being(s), as defined above, but does not claim to be 100% certain of this.
  • Agnostic Atheist: Lacks belief in supreme being(s), but does not claim to be 100% certain of this. 
I don't know for certain the original source for this model, but from my initial research it appears to have been introduced by Peter Breitbart in this article from 2009.  But unless I have misunderstood Matthew--and this is certainly possible--there is a subtle but very significant difference.  In Matthew's model, there's the notion that one must be 100% certain of something before one can belong to the category.  The analysis becomes somewhat binary, in that if you're not this, you're that.  What reinforces this perception is his view that there cannot really be a Gnostic Theist or Gnostic Atheist, save that people in each group are likely "...mistaken or untruthful."  In fact, Matthew forwarded to me a video, which I will go ahead and link here; it appears consistent with this understanding.  However, Breitbart stands for the proposition that there is a continuum in thought and belief, and he does not include the 100% qualifier. 

So in the end, I'm left with three fairly different sets of definitions for atheist and agnostic--bearing in mind that at least one of these came straight from a dictionary--which only goes to show that reasonable people can disagree, even on the basic points of a topic.  So to say, as Matthew does, that the definition I provided was "...the most blatant exaggeration of the atheistic stance I have ever seen," seems to be a touch on the dramatic, if I'm being honest.  That it varies from Breitbart, I have no doubt.  But given my own sources, and especially given what the organization founded by Madalyn Murray O'Hair was saying, I can't say that my inferences were unreasonable.

Still, for tonight at least, I started with my personal view, and I will end it with a personal view.  With perhaps some surprise, I will agree with Breitbart that certainty about God or His existence runs along a continuum.  But this would also be consistent with my own faith's teaching that spiritual knowledge is one of gradual building or construction.  The idea is that a person is not expected to know everything at once, but as is often quoted in scripture, it is "line upon line," and "precept upon precept" (Isaiah 28:10).  I submit this extends to knowledge into the nature and characteristics of God Himself.  

Where I would depart from Breitbart, however, is that there are actually four quadrants.  I would, in fact, be inclined to flatten the analysis into a single, continuous spectrum, as follows--

[--(1)-----(2)-----(3)-----(4)--]

--where (1) represents atheist (or, if you prefer, Gnostic Atheist), and (4) represents theist (or Gnostic Theist).  At that point, (2) and (3) each represent a form of agnosticism; however, the differences are only one of degree.  For as Breitbart himself pointed out, there are agnostics who lean towards the view that there is no God, and there are agnostics who lean towards the view that there is.  Then there are still others who fall towards (3), but would question the specific form that God takes.  To me, these things only go to different points along the same spectrum.  

From the foregoing, I conclude that when I originally spoke of atheism, I was speaking mainly towards (1) on the above spectrum.  However, it could well encroach (2), depending on the specifics.  I would also respectfully submit that where someone has the active goal of having people "...set aside religious belief and superstition..." (as per atheists.org, on their main page), that seems to take the classification more towards (1).  Why?  Because if someone is so settled on the non-existence of God as to characterize those of faith as mistaken, deluded or even dishonest, this clearly indicates that even if there is not pure or 100% Gnosticism, the level of certainty regarding non-existence surely has to be very high indeed. 

One other thing in closing.  I cannot speak to whether Matthew was intending to engage in a debate or an exchange of views.  I submit there is a difference.  To me, a debate is a zero-sum game in which the intent is for one side to prevail over the other, in some way.  In an exchange of views, we can disagree about all manner of things, perhaps even strongly, but the intent is more towards comparing notes.  The reality is that both of our posts will probably carry some elements of each, but my desire is towards the exchange of views.

Now, part of the reason I say this comes from statements such as the following (and these are only representative examples)--
  • "[Regarding] '...answers to prayers are repeatable under the right conditions.' This is a strong statement that has ZERO backing."
  • "Why is Webster OK to define agnostic but not faith? I must point out that the majority of the world doesn’t go to Alma [in the Book of Mormon] for their definitions."
I think I alluded to this in the original post, but perhaps I will be plainer.  With all due respect, I will not set aside my religious beliefs, or if I may be bold, even those things I would speak of as true during a testimony meeting--in order for me to more precisely share my thoughts.  I don't expect Matthew to give citations from the Bible or the Book of Mormon in an effort to explain how the mind can be fooled as to anything, and in my case, if I make statements that explain a religious belief--especially my own--there is no reason why I can't cite to the appropriate sources as well, or for that matter, my own experiences.  Moreover, the one of the reasons why I made painstaking distinctions between the objective, subjective and the spiritual was to point out--even at the very outset--that I really had no intention of confining my discussion to the objective alone.

So that's as much as time will permit.  Soon, I will address another topic.  Tomorrow will be unlikely, as I have meetings.  --SJR

P.S.  "In re" is another way of saying "...in the matter of."

04 January 2014

In re.: Faith versus Atheism

A recent post a professor at Brigham Young University had regarding atheism, and the somewhat heated discussion that ensued on Facebook, got me to think some more about faith.  I received some impressions early in the morning before New Year's about some thoughts I should write out, then kept typing during New Years itself, then intermittently thereafter.  Towards the end of the week, I wondered to myself what my point was in the message I wanted to get across, but then only this evening, I received a message from a close friend that touched upon some of the same issues.  Not only that, but a portion of what I learned I applied in a discussion I had with my daughter earlier tonight.  So I will take as my text a passage from the Book of Mormon, but I think most of my thoughts may be generic enough to be of application within any faith.

Before doing this, I want to set forth some basic definitions.  You may choose to agree or disagree with these, but this is after my level of understanding.
  • Atheists are those who firmly adopt a belief system in which God does not exist, and where there is not even the possibility of such existence.  I recognize that at least one American organization provides a more complex definition, but it still boils down to the above.  After all, if someone states that the "cosmos is devoid of immanent conscious purpose [and] there is no supernatural interference in human life," this plainly rules out the existence of God.  It is not really a matter of further exploration, study or negotiation, because the mind is settled on the point.   
  • Agnostics are those who question the existence of God.  Webster's definition is satisfactory for my purposes, but Wikipedia's definition is reasonable also.
       I find the terms atheist and agnostic to be mutually exclusive.  Atheists cannot be agnostics, because atheists have expressly ruled out that God exists.  Agnostics cannot be atheists, because even though they are skeptical regarding God's existence, they choose not to rule it out, either.  They appear at least open to the possibility.   
  • Turning to facts: A thing is objective if it can be proven in a tangible way.  If I bring to you a snowball in an effort to show you that it's cold outside, I'm taking an objective approach in sharing information.  The same thing happens every day at criminal trials when prosecutors present to the jury murder weapons or photographs of the crime scene or DNA samples or store security videos of people doing very dumb things.
  • A thing is subjective if it is truly known only by the person giving the information.  Pain is a good example of this.  If someone has chronic low back pain, I can try to relate to it, but I don't truly know what it is like to have the condition.  However, the fact that I don't experience the other person's pain doesn't make the underlying fact less real or valid.
       However, objective and subjective are not mutually exclusive terms, in the sense that the same fact can have both.  If someone gets a heart attack, he may have chest pain, a subjective symptom.  But he may also have a positive Troponin lab result, an abnormal electrocardiogram, and ultimately, the blockage is found during a catheterization.  All these things are objective. 
  • A thing is spiritual if it is known in the course of studying scriptures, praying, pondering, or interacting with God in some way.  Now spiritual and subjective are not necessarily the same thing.  One may say that answers to prayer might be subjective in the sense that only the individual giving the prayer receives it that instant; however, I would also submit that answers to prayers are repeatable under the right conditions.  Those conditions include, but are not limited to, a capacity to understand truth, the actual opportunity to receive it, and a willingness to follow it, once received.
  • An inference is what happens if we say that one thing is true based on knowing that another thing is true.  If I know that a friend has had more than a few beers over the past couple of hours, I infer that he's not in any condition to operate a motor vehicle.  If I know that the cup in front of me contains orange juice and traces of arsenic, I infer I shouldn't be having it with my scrambled eggs.  Operating from inference is something we do all the time.  Whether an inference is reasonable or not depends on the authenticity of the original fact, and how well the inference correlates with that fact.  For example, if astronauts and NASA scientists have established that the surface of the moon contains no oxygen and cannot sustain human life, it would not be reasonable for me to infer that I can go there for my retirement and expect to have an enjoyable experience.  As another example, if a border guard in Canada infers that I am up to no good because I would drive from Nashville just to cross the international border out of Detroit and visit a Windsor shopping mall, the inference is not reasonable because he fails to understand that my main purpose for the travel was to visit my mother in the Detroit area, and that once there, it would be neat to just take a look around for a couple of hours or so.  (True story, by the way.  Happened only last week.)
I created the following illustration to outline the interaction between the objective, subjective, and spiritual (again, this is my personal view)--



Just one more term to discuss, and then we're off and running.  Now I have located multiple definitions for faithWebster describes it as the "firm belief in something for which there is no proof [emphasis added]."  There are, however, other definitions that contain subtle differences in type and degree.  Moroni speaks of faith as "is things which are hoped for and not seen" (Ether 12:6), a view that is very similar to the Apostle Paul's (Hebrews 1:11).  But Alma, I submit, has the most comprehensive definition of all: "...faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true" (Alma 32:21).

In the end, I carefully considered Webster's definition and found it wanting.  To say that faith is to firmly believe in something "for which there is no proof," is to deny even the possibility that proof exists in the first place, or that his beliefs are in any way capable of validation.  Moreover, the definition does not account for the fact that truth exists independent of our potential or actual ability to prove it.  At the same time, it is a curious thing to report that a child's firm belief in the Tooth Fairy does not qualify as faith, after the manner of this definition, because her views are actually validated by the currency that appears under her pillow upon her awakening.  Is the child, after all, not acting upon tangible proof, even if her inferences are based upon an arguably incomplete fact pattern? 

I think Moroni and Paul come far closer to the mark, and in fact, are very nearly spot-on.  When faith is described as something that is "hoped for and not seen," this definition does not assume, in rather mechanical fashion, that the underlying truth can never be proven or that the evidence can never exist.  It simply speaks to situations where the evidence is not immediately available or objectively tangible.  Still, I like Alma's definition most of all, because he teaches that to the extent we have faith in anything, it must ultimately be anchored in some way in truth.  I would venture to say that people of all faiths would agree that to the extent life has any expressible objective at all, it would be to follow truth to the greatest extent possible and not to knowingly follow error.

And while I do not purport to speak for atheists, I would infer that even the most outspoken among them would say that their one guiding principle is the truth.  I may disagree with them, even strongly, as to what constitutes truth in all spheres, but in the absence of facts showing otherwise, I will not presume that a given atheist is deliberately seeking or following things that are false. 

Now on to the main point of my message.  

In Alma 30:13-16, we are briefly introduced to a fellow by the name of Korihor.  His mission--if I am able to call it that--was to share a message that it is foolish to have faith in God in general or in Christ in particular.  And he makes the argument on this wise: 
O ye that are bound down under a foolish and a vain hope, why do ye yoke yourselves with such foolish things? Why do ye look for a Christ? For no man can know of anything which is to come . . . How do ye know of their surety? Behold, ye cannot know of things which ye do not see; therefore ye cannot know that there shall be a Christ . . . Ye look forward and say that ye see a remission of your sins. But behold, it is the effect of a frenzied mind; and this derangement of your minds comes because of the traditions of your fathers, which lead you away into a belief of things which are not so [emphasis added]. 
To me, this sounds, to a very remarkable degree, what an atheist might say, or at least the more vocal among them.  For if I go to the stated aims and purposes of American Atheists (that is to say, atheists.org, the same organization originally founded by Madalyn Murray O'Hair in 1963), they view their position as unrestrained in the sense that it is accountable only to the "supremacy of reason."  They further state that the primary criteria by which they view any teaching are solely those things that are "...verifiable by experience and scientific method, independent of all arbitrary assumptions of authority and creeds."  This speaks towards a heavy emphasis upon the objective, with very little--if anything--of a subjective nature, except insofar as experience is concerned.  But even the concept of experience seems to be constrained by the need for objectivity, repeatability, and verification.

The need for this degree of verifiability is astonishingly consistent with Korihor's view that Christ's impending arrival cannot be proven, because, first, it was (at the time) at some point in the future, and second, because there was no objective data in any event.  But Korihor's message does not end there, and neither does the message of atheists at an organizational level.  For Korihor saw all those who were acting in faith as people desperately in need of change.  He saw these people as--to put it benignly--under the yoke of bondage.  In fact, he takes it yet a step further: Playing the role of psychologist, he characterizes the interaction between God and man as indicative of a form of mental illness.  He seems to at least implicitly suggest that all spiritual experiences are entirely disconnected from any and all underlying truths, because they are solely the product of a fallible and vulnerable mind.

In a similar vein, if one looks at American Atheists' Facebook page, messages tend to indicate that faith itself is the enemy, in that it, variously, misguides its followers or places them into a badly and perhaps irreparably damaged mental state; causes death, misery and destruction; and serves as a negative influence or drag upon society at large.  One graphic, which I will not reproduce here, shows a person using a crucifix exactly in the same way an addicted person uses a hypodermic needle to take narcotics.  Another states that prayer is an inappropriate response to a natural or other disaster.  Still another indicates that it is offensive to mention Christ over the holiday season.  Still another depicts a well known religious figure imprinted over rolls of bathroom tissue.  (Indeed, it is especially curious to say that although atheists seem to value the importance of independent thought within the guidance of society's affairs, it appears perfectly acceptable to ridicule or mock those who independently chose faith as the means for personal guidance, or who otherwise varies in any significant degree from atheist orthodoxy.)

Now if I am outspoken as a Mormon, and someone else is as outspoken as an atheist as what I've been reading of late, I will say that with all due respect, we're not going to be able to persuade each other.  I can try, of course; but I can also assure you that my own views will not change, except within the realm of my own spiritual growth, which I have every intention of preserving.  Philosophically, then, we're on different ends of the courtroom on an issue where there is not a great deal of common ground.  In such circumstances, we'll have to agree to disagree and move on.  

But in turning my attention to a more general audience, I have several issues with atheism as a philosophy.  It is likely that some may be of the kind atheists have already pondered many times, such as the implications of our lives being finite (with an undefined future upon death), the possibility that the life of the earth as a whole may be finite, or that the circumstances of our birth at a certain place or time, as species Homo sapiens (as opposed to something else, like a bomb-sniffing dog or a horsefly), to certain parents, or with certain characteristics or capabilities, as purely random or circumstantial.  (Or, to borrow from Korihor, "...every man fared in this life according to the management of the creature; therefore every man prospered according to his genius, and that every man conquered according to his strength." (Alma 30:17)).  But I am satisfied that not all of my concerns are of the garden variety.   

First, atheism's emphasis upon the purely objective and the scientific is inconsistent with how even much of secular society operates.  As an example, courtrooms and rules of evidence emphasize the objective, as it must; yet subjective facts continue to play a significant and remarkable role.  Jurors may be asked to consider the plaintiff's pain and suffering when awarding damages in a civil negligence case, for instance.  Judges may consider a claimant's pain as part of the disability analysis.  At a sentencing hearing in criminal court, victims or their family members speak of their grief and anguish in a final effort to persuade the adjudicator to impose the maximum lawful punishment, while defense counsel tries to establish mitigating factors--a number of which involve intangible items involving the defendant--in an effort to reduce the sentence.  Even hearsay evidence may be admissible under specific conditions, such as when the declarant is subjectively operating under the stress of a developing event, or if (s)he believes--without medical expertise or the advice of a doctor--that death is about to occur.  Nor are examples limited to law:  Can advertising and marketing executives create in a laboratory or under purely scientific conditions a campaign designed to cater to the wants and needs of a broad segment of society, or even a particular demographic?  To what extent are they even able to rely on past campaigns for this purpose, seeing they are unreliable in predicting future results? 

Second, atheism's emphasis upon the objective and the scientific--even to some extent its emphasis on experience--is also inconsistent with how individuals naturally operate, even when decisions are made outside the realm of religion or spirituality.  How often do we take a particular action, or buy a particular product, when the motivation for doing so was nothing more than intuition?  Cases of mental illness or phobias aside, how often do we avoid certain situations when we are unable to articulate the reason, save that we were not comfortable or that it didn't feel right?  How often do managers make hiring decisions, rightly or wrongly, on the basis of a "gut feeling"?  How often do police officers act on a hunch when deciding whether to contact a potential suspect or other individual?  Perhaps at a more practical level, how is it that some people have strong interests in certain things, even to the point of choosing a career that involves it, when the available objective evidence indicates the person has other talents or the career is not one that is in great demand?  Other examples are numerous.  

Third, atheism, as a philosophy, discounts the fact that scientific knowledge is itself very limited and finite.  This is not to say that the knowledge we have obtained isn't important; indeed, the achievements that have been accorded over the last several hundred years, and especially over the last half century, is nothing short of astonishing.  In recent years, groups and individuals have been able to take a base of knowledge, and greatly build upon it through experimentation, bold thinking (even to the point of challenging conventional wisdom), and as astronauts would surely attest, considerable risk-taking.  Very little of that is to be disparaged, and much is to be commended.

But the fact of the matter is that the moment we deal with events that occurred thousands, millions or even billions of years ago; the moment we predict events up to billions of years hence; or the moment we deal with distances involving numerous light years; or in fine, anything that wildly exceeds our present mortal capabilities, the most we can do--the very best we can do--when left to our own devices, is to make an entire series of inferences and extrapolations to form models.  Now these models may be reasonable in light of available data, and they may be well-informed, but they are still extrapolations, and not of anything that anyone personally witnessed or could recreate in even the most sophisticated of laboratories.  Now Korihor said, "You cannot know of things that you do not see."  All right, Korihor, I will take your point and run with it.  Were you around when the earth and the planets were set into motion?  Did you witness the advent of the earliest and most primitive forms of biological material that can properly be called life?  Were you even around a century before?  Have you been on any planet besides your own?  Have you even left your own continent?  What say ye?  (See also Job 38:1-7.)

I do not write these things in an effort to disparage those who sincerely believe in Darwin's theory of evolution, who feel that human civilization has apparently lasted beyond the timeframes indicated in scripture, or that the entire universe came about as the result of a singular event known as the "big bang."  However, I return to Alma's definition of faith, which speaks of "...things which are not seen, which are true."  If a scientist builds a model or a theory regarding events happening thousands to billions of years ago, (s)he may say that it is based on the best available data, and that person would probably be right.  However, my point is that it takes at least as much faith to make a series of inferences and extrapolations that extend well beyond the human experience, based on all available data, as it does to suppose that a loving God would create and fashion our universe after the manner that He desired.  

Fourth and finally, atheism discounts, discards, and even ridicules the notion that knowledge can be obtained in ways other than the objective or purely scientific.  Specifically, it ridicules the idea that knowledge can be obtained spiritually, since this is the antithesis of the view that there is no source that exists which can provide spiritual knowledge in the first place.  If there is one area where atheists stand on one side of the fence, and I'm completely on the other side, this is the one.  If the atheist states that I don't understand where (s)he is coming from, I'm willing to consider that.  At the same time, however, I respectfully submit that the atheist is unlikely to understand where I am coming from, either.  Why?  Because it involves a line that neither side is willing to cross.  The atheist will not cross the line, because it requires that (s)he consider--even hypothetically--the idea that an entity such as God exists.  I will not cross the line, because I know from my own experiences that God exists, and as certain as anything, I will not even consider unlearning such things.

Now the crux of the matter is addressed by Alma in a couple of different ways.  The first is directed towards Korihor, when the latter requests--or more accurately, demands--a sign regarding His existence and power.  And his response was, in relevant part:  "...all things denote there is a God; yea, even the earth, and all things that are upon the face of it, yea, and its motion, yea, and also all the planets which move in their regular form do witness that there is a Supreme Creator." (Alma 30:44).  And I know that this is true, independent of the words of anyone else.  Why?  Because in the first instance, I came to an understanding, even from a very early age, that there is considerably more to life than what we now experience, even more than the sum of all of our experiences.  In the second instance, I would submit that although an atheist would hold it to be illogical that there is a God who is capable of creating anything, much less everything, I would hold that it takes a massive leap of something--I am unable to call it faith, sorry--to suppose that the successful alignment of all the planets of our solar system, the composition of our atmosphere, the balance of all of the required chemical elements, the workings of our ecosystem, or the exceptionally complex nature of our human bodies, to say nothing of the way our brain works (very little of which is successfully re-creatable by mechanical or artificial means by the even most capable of today's doctors, scientists and engineers)...that any of this happened out of circumstance or chance.

But Alma approaches things a second way, not to Korihor, but to others.  Here, I would commend to you all verses of Alma 32:27-43.  The scripture is too large to quote verbatim, so I will link you over to it instead.  The main thing I desire to point out is that Alma takes an approach that does not follow traditional scientific convention or wisdom, neither does it inherently involve objective evidence.  Yet at the same time it involves a result that is reproducible under the right conditions and circumstances.  The approach that he takes is, essentially, "Don't simply take my word for it.  Don't accept something to be true, merely because I told you.  You can know for yourself...in fact, you can obtain even the same level of understanding, if you take certain steps and your mind is open to the corresponding possibilities."  This is precisely the approach Moroni takes as well (see Moroni 10:3-5).

But ultimately, the thing I want to point out--and this was what I explained to my daughter earlier tonight--is the interaction that exists between the objective, subjective, and the spiritual.  For just because something is subjective doesn't invalidate the underlying truths behind what that person is feeling.  And just because what a person experiences is purely spiritual doesn't invalidate the underlying truth, either.  Yet spiritual truth has an objective component, for even the most impartial of observers will notice that a person who sincerely loves God with all of his might, mind and strength will behave a certain way and desire to do certain things for himself, his family, and his community, within the limits of his capabilities, and notwithstanding his weaknesses and imperfections.  Now I'm not speaking solely or even substantially of my own faith this instant. I submit that if you could have asked Mother Theresa during the time she was alive; if you could have asked Martin L. King, Jr., who was a protestant minister; if you could ask a representative sample of the Amish; in fact, if you could ask my younger brother, who is an observant Jew, I think you will find there's going to be a similar pattern.

In the final analysis, I have considered atheism this week, and found it wanting.  In part, it is because I was not particularly enamored by the fruits I was seeing, especially in terms of the ridicule and the lack of understanding.  But mainly, I have to conclude they see only a small portion of a much larger tapestry, nor do they consider the source of the tapestry.

That's my story, and I'm sticking to it.  I shall stick to it for the remainder of my days.

Thanks for your time in considering the foregoing.  After the manner of my faith, I will close these thoughts in the name of Messiah, even Jesus Christ, Amen.

P.S.  I will welcome your responses, including those that are in disagreement, but I reserve the right to moderate them.  As an extreme example, F-bombs are not going to appear here.  If a post seeks to mock or ridicule the closely held or sacred views of any faith, that's probably not going to pass muster, either.  These are not intended to be the sole prohibitions.  I appreciate in advance your understanding.